In a recent essay for Glamour magazine, Star writes:

''Everything about me was already so public (mostly my own doing -- talk about dumb!), so of course everyone wanted to know what I had done,'' she writes. ''I was also terrified someone would have a tragic result after emulating me without making an informed decision with her doctor.'' ''But the complete truth is, I was scared of what people might think of me,'' she continues. ''I was afraid to be vulnerable, and ashamed at not being able to get myself under control without this procedure.''

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eva: is she serious?...no really....we NEVER believed you Star....NEVER!!!!!!...now let's discuss ur pillow-biter hubby....that's what u should be embarrased about!

hsl: she has a new show comin out

eva: that explains this sudden essay.....